I am the good the bad the right the wrong !! I am the big mouthed, big boobed bitch. I pride my self on ” being different” than the rest of my “spiritual loving family “. In fact I stopped following the daily love on Twitter because I could not take all the love. When I would run in to Mastin Kipp I would be extra bitchy just to let him know I am not down with the Love thing. Even as I write this and let you all in on my craziness I see the ridiculousness of that. Not only because we all want to be love and give love but because its my personal commitment and path in the world.
BUT…..THE BIG BUT not as good a BIG BUTT!!!
But for some I THINK I KNOW IT ALL. I don’t want any more seminars or group meditating or “shaman journeys” or breath work or past life regression or chanting or sweat lodges or church or other paths I have tried to get closer to The Uni-verse!!! All those paths lead to one answer “we are all one and our only job is to be unconditional love and remember” So in fact I do KNOW IT ALL!!
But knowing makes no fucking difference what so ever. I know this and judge people all day everyday. I know and feel alone, I know and feel smarter than, better than, worse than, prettier than, uglier than all day everyday!
It’s easy to allow my humaness to run the unsaid. Suffering is involved but it’s comfortable suffering; I am used to it. The crazy thing is it’s all in the REMEMBERING. In a split second I can go from comfortable suffering to lit up and inspired. From broken and alone to whole and complete and part of the whole that is The Uni-verse. All it takes is remembering and reminding. If I look a little closer as to why I was so hooked by Mastin and the Daily Love is maybe that I perceived him to be remembering “better” than me! So fucking what if he is?? I give my humaness the freedom to judge, feel alone, separate, scared, screwed up and not understood, because I know that I will always come back to love and remembering.
I am the good the bad the right the wrong I am lost and found I am the pimp the hooker and the John.
I am broken when I forget and whole and complete when I remember.
I give space and grace to all the places I have come to and will get to!
All that being said I guess I will re-follow the daily love on Twitter 
Remembering and forgetting and being a real live Human ’til next time.
Love mollie
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After graduating from the prestigious CalArts film program, Mollie began her career in entertainment working for the urban A&R department Epic at Sony Music under the guidance and teaching of Max Gousse. Her entrepreneurial spirit was quickly realized with the founding of Majestic Studios, which rapidly became the recording home for many artists on the Epic and Electra labels in addition to Virgin and many others. Mollie’s personal artistic talents manifested themselves in the form of poetry and spoken word where she recorded several albums, appeared on the HBO series Def Poetry Jam, as well as the groundbreaking documentary Sp!t.
Turning her attention to her lifelong passion for healthy food and living, Mollie started the Vegan restaurants KindKreme and Sage, and produced May I be Frank, a documentary exploring the transformations possible through healthy eating and positive thinking. She has since produced Mark Webber’s End of Love, and is in development of several projects including a semi-biographical romantic comedy co-written with her husband and brother-in-law which she is directing.
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