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Daily Share – At A Crossroad With A Daily Struggle & Uncertain Future!

What I’m going through right now is a crossroad. I’m 26 living with my parents and still trying to finish my degree, I’ve had some issues with substances and have had to start over, meaning clean slate as to who my friends are and what I spend my time doing and where. This has left me with very few people in my life except for my family.

Me and my partner of 5 years have had a tumultuous relationship and have not been able to maintain a healthy partnership mostly because we as individuals are trying to love ourselves enough and can’t make the other happy without being filled from within. Letting her go is by far the hardest thing I’ve had to do and it is a daily struggle as I feel empty and that my best friend is missing. I’m scared of the future that we may never be together again or that she’ll move in and I will never find someone to live life with. This is what I’m going through.

A TDL Reader

  • http://www.facebook.com/mary.a.christopher.1 Mary Anna Christopher

    Breaking up is scary, even if It’s feels to be what’s right.  When we live in a state of spiritual awareness we find ourselves facing hard decisions in which we are compelled to do “what’s right” even when it hurts. Sounds like you are on a good path and am so glad to read you are facing your substance issues as well. I’m pulling for you. :-)

  • Ujama Nujoma

    There is a saying that goes something like , having courage is not the absence of fear, it is doing what you must despite having fear.  Stay on the path of  healing yourself and loving yourself again. Trust that no matter what happens  in the future,YOU will be happy and she will be happy too.  You are on the right path. Stay blessed!