You are feeling down and you do not know what you are supposed to do next. You have done all that you can and nothing seems to work the way that you wanted it to. You ask yourself what went wrong? You try and salvage it but it seems that no matter what you do, nothing seems to go your way.
You feel like you cannot do this anymore. You feel like giving up and throwing in the towel, but something pulls you back, something pulls you out of the rut you are feeling. Something inside you keeps telling you that it is never too late. All of a sudden you feel some peace inside you, you feel the confidence that everything will work itself out instead of the misery you felt a while ago. It could be just by getting out of the situation and listening to your favorite song on a CD that reminds you that you are breathing. It reminds you that there is a world out there that you can conquer. A world that is waiting for you to be part of.
A day filled with so much anger, disappointment and hopelessness can change in an instant, just by talking to the one you love and who only wants to see you happy and fulfilled. A kind word from a person who knows how much you want to see this through is a constant reminder that you are not alone. It is a reminder that you might not see yourself getting through the situation you are in, but the love and support of your loved ones can get you through it.
The anger that you feel is also something that you learn to let go. You let go of the anger, because you know what that feeling did to you a while ago. It also shows you what it has done to the person who is involved in your situation. I do not want to be a bitter and miserable person. I do not want to be holding onto grudges that control the way I live my life. I want to be able to live a free life filled with forgiveness and love. I want to be able to see that person again without the anger and bitterness I have felt through this whole situation. I do not want to push away and keep my distance from the one’s I love because of my anger. I want to be able to live my life without the negative thoughts controlling my everyday life.
This is my story. This is the situation I am in right now. I am learning to forgive and listen to what the Uni-verse has in store for me.
I am learning that it is never too late.
A TDL Reader