I am going through the void. Betwixt and between…yearning for more, and unable to visualize the details.
Uninspired by my path at this time, and this is an uncomfortable place to be. I long for a partner, to love, and share life with.
My work and my friendships and my pet…they are all things I am grateful for, but they are no longer enough.
I am alone. Too alone. Bursting with love, and sensuality, and life and laughter…yet, time wares on…and the longer I go, recreating myself, opening to my spirit, trying to unfold with patience, the more my feelings of faith are faltering. I have wanted for so long, and I have tried to let go of attachment, to embody the things that I wish to attract into my life, and still…no one. No special, intimate, partner to spend my life with. I am getting old. I am still pretty. But, I feel like giving up.
That is what I am going through.
Wishing all of you your dreams coming true in 2013. I wish I could still picture mine.
Blessings and Light.
A TDL Reader